MICHAEL JACKSON 1958 - 2009 * may he rest in peace*

michael jackson had passed away ..... yesterday mornin 5 am malaysian time ... heard he collapsed in his home roud 4am .. and eventually died after 1 hour ...
i was really shocked when chelle told me da news .. and i really cant believe it .. i thought it was only rumours goin around ... sum said he killed himself .. but da truth is he got cardiac arrest .. some short lik heart attack ... :(
i heard da news tat he already knew his fate ... he knew he wil be dyin lik how his ex-wife dad did - elvis presley ... haiz ...
i remember i used to be scared of his zombies music video when i was small ... i forgot wat song it was called .. lol .. i used to be afraid to look at his foto and stuff .. cuz he became so white ! i mean really white ...
i was shocked to hear tat he nose almost fell off ...
all his song was soooooooo good .. so nice ... so soothin ..
may he rest in peace ...

michael jackson the late pop king !

Havin Class tomoro ... BORIN !!!

it's gonna be monday again ! haiz ... tat means class again ...

and tuesday is comin !!! shit ! i hate tuesday ! my freakin time table is soooooooo dam dam packed ! 6 hours of lecture .. omg ! i can barely open my eyes .. and wat da lecturer thought was enterin from da rite ear and comin out from da left ear ....

time passsssses by soooo fast ! i was hopin my uni life wil start earlier last time .. but now .. how much i wish i was stil in my holiday .. wakin up at 12 pm .. haiz .. i miss those days .... :(

i wil be havin econs , eng and business maths tomoro ! borinnnnnnnnnnnnn ! this cause me to run from one buildin to another buildin ! boleh mati ! y muz all da buildin be so far ???

but this week .. it's gonna be ok !!! hehe .. cuz my darlin gonna work in mmu for their AXIS promotion from mon to thursday ! so i can see him everyday 4 lunch ! hehehehehe .. kinda excited ! cant wait to see him ! * cheeky cheeky* hehe ... :P

oh ya ! beside classes tomoro .. i had to help my dad at nite ! i will be dam exhausted ! tired ! and maybe half dead ! cant wait 4 da clubs and sports booth to be put up ! so i can join many many societies and clubs tat i inteded too ! haha .. crazy huh ! lol ...

ok ... gonna end my stupid blog ! signin off ! gonna head 4 my bed ! and my piggies are waitin 4 me ! havin class tomoro at 11 am ... til 4 pm wit break in da middle la of cuz !

good nite everybody !
sleep tide and dream of me :)

Happy Father's Day ----- NOT !!!!!!

ok .. i guess u wil find me weird .... but hey .. i got my reason y ...

errrrr .. i dun like father's day either .... lucky 4 me ... i got a dad to celebrate wit ... but ... haiz ...

4 da past 18 years .. father's day seems lik nothin to me .. i'm not even lookin forward 2 father's day ! i dun lik father's day ... wanna noe y ?

since i was small .. my sis and i were not close to my dad .. i mean .. AT ALL !!! whenever he's around .. u wont be seein us around in da house ... i seldom talk to him ... i dun like talkin to him .. in fact ... when i talk to him .. i feel like i'm talkin to a stranger ! really ... he's a stranger to me! each time when i talk to him ... i'll think on and on again ... everytime when i speak to him ... he replied me as if he was scoldin me wit he's high tone ! i hate it !!! really hate it !!!! y couldnt he talk to me nicely ??? i juz dun understand ! he was always talkin bad stuff about us ... always negative ... to his fren , our relatives ... nothin good bout us ! this often made me loose my self confidence .. i'm always thought tat ... am i a spoiled brat ? am i really tat useless ? am i really tat stupid ? am i really hopeless ? am i really ugly ???? he used to cal me ugly ... tat's y i always think tat i'm ugly ... y ?? i juz dun understand ! cant he treat me better ?!

many ppl thought tat my dad is cool .. he's different in tuition , he is different at home ... at home he doesnt speak much .. and always wit tat face ... tat fierce face .... i juz duno y ..y ? can u tell me ... all of my frens thought tat i was so lucky to have him as my dad ... but they really dunno how i felt ...seriosly .. i've been helpin around my dad at his tuition centre after form 5 ... and now .. i've started my uni life... life is kinda hectic .. we my class monday to thursday and stuff ... it's tirin ... but he stil wanted me to help him at his tuition centre ... i juz wan a break .. i nid to rest ... durin weekend and stuff ...i got my own things to do .. but noooooo .. now .. it's end of da month ... most of da student had paid their tuition fee .. and he asked me juz now .. ' tomoro u got no lecture rite? den u muz go my tuition centre , i wont give u off !" gosh ! i really wanna rest ... i noe .. goin there , i dun really do much .. but i hate goin there ! sittin down doin nothin .. i juz cant sit down and do nothin !!!! haiz ...

father's day .. tomoro is father's day ... nothin special to me ... it wil be lik a normal day ... i've got a present 4 him ... i shared wit my sis .. but i dun even have da urge to giv him .. since last time .. when i gave him present .. he wil go lik ' urm ' in a deep serious voice .. tat's all !!! nothin near to thank u !

i'm always envy my fren's dad ... their dad wil talk to them nicely and good stuff bout them .. they can even joke around .. and laugh together .. da chance of me laughin wit my dad ... wil be one in a million .. seriously i tel u ... to tel u da truth .. nvr in my life .. i told him ' i love u dad ' ... not even once ! i wish to .. but i juz cant ! he nvr told me too .. maybe when i was stil a baby .. y ? is it soo hard ?all he do is scold scold scold ! y y y ??!!!! arhhhhhhhh ! so .. to me it wil not be a happy father's day tomoro ... it wil be happy normal day !

thanks guys 4 readin wat i've been keepin in my heart ...
and ..

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!!!!

Happy 18th Birthday to me !!!!!

finally i turn 18!! i mean ... i;m 18 !!!! clubbin here i come !!!! haha ..

and yeah .. i started uni life... kinda pack wit all da class .. especially on tuesday !!!! haiz ..

this year my bday fall on tuesday ! i had to wait after class ni i got to celebrate my bday wit my darlin !

we went to dataran again .. we were figurin wat to eat 4 dinner ... in da end we chose WONG KOK CHAR CHAN TENG !

i was orderin my food when i saw on da menu ' free milk tea on birthdays " .. so i told da waiter tat it was my bday can i have tat 4 free ???!! and he said YES !!! haha .. i thought it was a normal size of milk tea ... but .. mana tau when da waiter brought out .. omg !!! it was dam dam dam huge man ! i was figurin how are we gonna finish this ! look at da size of da cup !

i compared da cup wit my finger ! look how huge it was ! it was free tho !

da cup and my camera pouch ..

da cup and my darlin's hp ..

wat a huge cup huh ! haha .. i wanted to steal it !! hahahahaha .. it was soooo dam cute ! this was da biggest cup of milk tea i ever had !!!! omg !

me and bie bie drinkin da milk tea :)

me and mycup of milk tea :)

my baked cheese rice wit chicken chop wit mushroom sauce and bie bie's baked cheese and seafood rice ! sedap :P

after eatin . .. bie bie ate his dessert .. it was called 'the double agent ' .. he was eatin eatin .. den suddenly he felt sumthin hard in the mouth ... and he thought it was part of da jellly tat was stil frozen or sumthin .. he tried and bite and he even licked the thing !! omg .. den da supposedly 'jelly' stuck in his teeth ! quickly he threw out da thing from his mouth .. and guess wat was tat stuckin in his mouth in his dessert ??!!!

A FINGERNAIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg !! we were sooooooooooo disgusted !!!!! we called da waiter and told him! da manager wanted to replace anew bowl for darlin .. but he didnt wan .. so she gave us a 10% discount ... and u noe wat ... da tax was 10% too ! eventually there were no discount !

this was da double agent !! ewwwwwwwwwwwww !

den we went and watch DRAG ME TO HELL !!!! nice leh !!!! not tat scary la .. but da demon lik kept gettin out suddenly to scare us ! and i gt shocked many many times ! hahha ...

after da show .. we rushed back to darlin's house to cut my bday cake ! lucky when we reached home it was b4 12 ! stil sempat lor ... haha ... my darlin took out da cake wit da '24k gold powder' sprinkled on da cake ! haha .. den his mom and dad came and sing bday song together ! hehe .. so happy ! and his mom gave ma angpow ! heheehehehe ...

look at da cake darlin bought 4 me ~ so cute !!!!!

my chocolate banana and coffee cream cake ! nice !
me and bie bie eatin da bday cake !
me and my baby !

Birthday Surprises for me :)

Special shoutout to :

• biebie
• minjiun
• michelle
• jieying
• sweekhee
• siausyin
• vinitha
• weiqian
• junyang
• shaemaine
• junyuen
• and all my other frens

thank you u guys 4 givin me da best bday ever ! hehe .. thank u 4 all da surprises and da preparation 4 everythin :)

this year i had 2 bday surprises from my 2 gangs of kawan ! soooo surprised ! haha ...

1st birthday surprise

first was on 6th june ! haha .. thanks to jiun , sk and ss .. i suspected sumthin tho .. haha .. cz they were all talkin like in da 'hinttin' way .. haha... but at first i didnt suspect at all .. they said it was lik a small reunion b4 every1 leaves for furtherin their study ! but .. haha ... i didnt realize tat they brought a cake up my car and everythin ! lol .. den we went to island red cafe !

this is da cake tat they made 4 me ! all handmade ! da yummy cheese cake :) !

wat a nice bday cheese cake :) look how cute it was !

me posin wit my first bday cake :)

thanks to this bunch of ppl ~

me cuttin my cakeus in da car as usual

2ND BIRTHDAY SURPRISE

this time it was on da 9th june ! that day was supposedly be out 'sitt club' reuion tat we plan to have every month on da 9th ! this surprise really gave me a shock ! i didnt suspect anythin at all ! and i mean NOTHIN !!!!

lol .. as usual all of us wil be lepakin round dataran .. walkin and walkin ... den we plan to go amigo every tat ... i thought we were juz headin there 4 dinner and chit chatin 4 our gatherin .. i seriously nvr thought of anythin ! they did it very well this time ! hahahaahahah :P ...

when all of us are sittin down at amigo .. i saw chelle holdin her fon and went out of amigo ... i thought she was talkin on da fon tat it was too noisy inside .. den vinintha walked out .. y didnt i suspect anythin ?? weird .. den jieying's turn .. she said she wanted to take da tea leaf 4 qian .. i wanted to accompony her and she said no nid .. and i still didnt suspect anythin ! haha .. weird ...

suddenly .. everyone started singing happy birthday song to me ~ and u noe wat ??!!! i saw my bie bie at da entrance of amigo holdin a huge cake in his hand !!! he told me he was workin tat day so i really am surprised to see him !!!! so excited !!!! den everyone start givin me bday present ! so sweet of them ! haha ... thanks thanks thanks ! i was really surprised and i was goin like speechless man !!!!! they were hidin da bday present in da boot ! y didnt i noe ?hhahaha .. really thank u soooo much guys !!!! :)

my 2nd bday cake this year :)me cuttin my bday cake :)me + bie bie + bday cakebirthday present from them !

3rd bday surprise

my 3rd bday surprisewas from my aunty ! haha .. she onli got me a slice of cake from secret recipe .. but it was enuf tho ! da cake was superb ! sedap i tel u !! this is da white chocolate wallnut sumthin cake !

done ! thank u guys !