HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

once again .. it'a mother's day ... 10th may ...

i nvr once had a chance to celebrate this special day ... sumtimes .. i really hate it when i see mother's day advertisement anywhere .. i'm sick of it ... readio , tv , shoppin centres ... everywhere !!!!!! after bein thru this day 4 16 years ... when da 17th time arrives ... suddenly i feel like celebratin this day wit my mom ....

i dunno how it feels like to celebrate mother;s day ... would it as special as wat i see on tv? or it's lik a normal day to sum ppl ... i juz dun understand some ppl ... when they dun care bout mother's day ?? are u guys sick ??? u have chances to celebrate !! y u didnt wan too ??? how much i envy u !! how much i wan my mom to be wit me so tat i could celebrate today !!! dun regret when it's too late ...

not even once i had da chance ... not even when i was a baby ... my mom passed away after 20 days i was born .. i was premature ... i cant even open my eyes ... i nvr see her in real person b4 .. nvr !!! onli flip thru some fotos of her .. i dun even owned a picture of her ... sumtime ... i miss her ... but .. i dun even noe her ... i nvr spoke to her b4 ... neither had i called her " mammy" once ... god did not giv me da chance to ...

i had a dream bout her couple weeks ago ... we prayed so tat she can be wit us !! and it did !!! i dreamt tat she was alive !! i saw her in my dreams !! i really did !!! she even talked to me !!! she was gorgeous ... really beautiful ... wit her long hair and all ... 4 da first time ... i dream of her as a real person !! since i was small .. i juz only had a dream tat she's in a foto .. a very weird dream .. til now i stil cant figure it out wat da dream was about ...

i really miss her .... though i dun even noe her ... but i noe she would always be my one and only mom .. i wish i could kiss her , hug her , and tel her tat i lover her ...

to my mom in heaven ... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !! I LOVE U MAMMY !!

and to all the mothers out there ... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY .. hope u will have da best mother's day ever !!!

and guys .. this day onli comes once a year ... wat's wrong wit spendin some time wit ur mom .... giv her a kiss ... a hug ... or sumthin .. i'm sure she wil be happy ! :)